Some people have no idea what it really means to be a friend. They may think they do but reality hasn't kicked them in the ass yet. It's feels like such defeat, such disappointment and mostly such a waste of time to keep trying to hold on to friendships with people that obviously don't deserve mine. I think what keeps me pondering this whole thing is because I can't seem to wrap my mind around why people claim to be martyrs but are really wolves in sheep's clothing. Say one thing but do another type-deal. It's such bullshit. Seriously, keep it fucking real. I mean I have a lot of pride but I'm never ashamed to say how I really feel or if I care too much or too little. It's such a shame but what can you do? I suppose that It's time to let go of the past.
"I swear, if I could take this knife out of my back, I would, I would. But between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you I don't think it'd do any good."
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